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Tuesday, March 25th, 2008
4:22 pm - I lied.
Not making a new journal. LOL.

Anyway...

my mom is getting married on April 6th. Whoop dee doo.

Taht's pretty much all the news goin on right now.

Happy easter.

current music: random music

(Spear Britney)

Wednesday, February 27th, 2008
9:38 pm - I think it's about time....
I need a new journal, don't ya'll think? I will keep this one around though, just for fun.

I'll post a link later.
Isn't it more fun to look for me?

(Spear Britney)

Saturday, November 3rd, 2007
12:02 am - Characters and lots of them
I have too many fan characters.

Emi from KH
Haruka from Naruto
Loru and Mercedes from FFVII
and now... a new one.

Nori from Bleach.....

cause I've gone on a Chad induced anime fangirl spasm.

Mandie is coming back on the 6th woooooo!

(Spear Britney)

Friday, October 12th, 2007
5:40 pm - I hate trees.
Well...

today has been interesting to say the least.

Skipping past the whining about my sister part, let me explain the "Three Stages of Cait's Anger Mode aka WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I HAVE PMS.

First comes the crying alone bit. Then comes the "call Courtney and complain" bit... then, my favorite part. The oh so violent "Go outside and WHALE on a poor unsuspecting tree with your brother's tee ball bat until IT CRACKS" part.

Yes, that's right. In my anger, I put a HOLE in a METAL tee-ball bat. I might take pictures later. Beware. If I say "I'm angry" or "I'm bored", run away. And if you happen to be a tree, sucks for you. I'm coming for you.

Oh, also, I attemped to do my own make-up today. A first.

Oh gosh. I look like a....

current mood: annoyed
current music: that song in Romanian

(Spear Britney)

Friday, October 5th, 2007
1:33 pm - Like they really have TIME to switch a BABY....
Well, so yeah, they got the BC... but even though dad is coming home tomorrow, Mandie and Izzie can't come home for another two weeks or so. Do you want to know why?

Because they have to do ANOTHER DNA test to make sure we haven't SWITCHED freakin' BABIES.

I think my uncle Todd is going down to help her though, since my dad can't stay. Cause you know...baby, suitcase(s),air plane... Mandie can't handle that all by herself. I would go down myself if I had a passport. I could get one, but it would take 6 weeks, even if it was rushed.

And if I wasn't deathly afraid of airplanes/heights. -_-''

In other news, AFC FINALLY put up their new exclusive EC interview. Go read it at www.artemis-fowl.com

~

current mood: groggy
current music: none

(Spear Britney)

Wednesday, October 3rd, 2007
10:21 pm - Maybe this is my body hates me...
OKay, so... I guess I forgot to mention my family adopted a baby from Guatemala.

Well, we are sort of still in the process of actually getting the poor kid home. We've been waiting to get a birth certificate so we can get her a visa so she can come home.

or something like that.

Anyway, after... a long time... of waiting, we finally got it. Which means I won't be hearded like cattle anymore and my parents are finally coming home.

Woo hoo.

It's been really stressfull and stuff. My dad's apparently been getting headaches really bad again and my stomach is stupid, so yeah... hoorah for stress induced health problems. Although I think mine is less stress than it is I don't eat very well.

current mood: cheerful
current music: none

(2 Caffiene Addicted Teenagers | Spear Britney)

Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007
10:21 pm - OH NOES! IT'S A BRAIN EATING AMEOBA!
You know what's really weird? They don't make ceiling fans with only three blades.

I noticed this a few moments ago and had a nice long laugh about it. I laughed so hard my muscles started aching.

And also, I now have a flamingo named Enrico Fermi. He dances. He dances with us into oblivion.

Oh gosh I'm sleep deprived.

I hope I'm not eaten by a brain eating ameboa.

I heard one of my very favorite piano songs in a HALO commercial! A HALO COMMERCIAL... if anybody saw that H3 commercial and heard that piano piece and can tell me what is is I will give you a crappily drawn lovely picture.

current mood: blank
current music: none

(Spear Britney)

Monday, October 1st, 2007
3:58 pm - Hows about some art.
Just so you guys can compare.
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current music: Rain-Gackt

(Spear Britney)

9:58 am - Leaving again, but only for a few days unless....
Unless I forget about this journal. Which I doubt.

Yeah, I'm going to my grandmother's.

I'm not doing schoolwork today. Because I hate Mondays. I HATE them.

My mouth feels funny. I'm hungry. I'm still sleepy even though I woke up about 20 minutes ago.

I feel like writing, but I need to do SOME schoolwork, since I'm doing two grades this year. Maybe I'll do just a section. Yeah, just section.

Or maybe not.
~

current mood: okay
current music: Mythbusters

(Spear Britney)

Sunday, September 30th, 2007
10:09 pm - Kingdom Hearts: Eternal Fate IMRPG Part One
Some explanation is in order. KH:EF is mine and Courtney's massive Kingdom Hearts fanfiction. But because I'm a slow writer and we need our KH fancharacter fantasy fix, we instant message role play. And this is the result. Prepare to be intensified people. It starts off with my post and then alternates between me and her. You might be a little confused to what is happening, but I can't give you the first half because Courtney's computer crashed and we lost it. LJ tags later, because I forgot how to do them.
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Emi was in charge of making sure Castle didn't jostle himself. Because she was teh most assertive. The only thing keeping her from sitting on him was Riku's hand at her shoulder. Usually, he would remind her to settle down, calm her nerves, but now all it took was the touch. Castle was sleeping, Emi was watching like a hawk, Riku was counting how many times a certain light blinked on the console and Sora was piloting. Emi started thinking, though, setting her jaw. "Why would Karen beat up her own boyfriend? This is too weird. There's something going on,"she thought, resting her sharp chin on her arms.

"There it is." Sora anounced looking down at the world ahead. "We'll be landing in about three minutes.." he said looking back at Emi, sighing slightly. "There has to be a reason Karen attacked Castle like that..it's seriously...not normal." "Maybe...she was corupted." Riku said in a whisper looking back down at Emi. "We'll find out what happened to her."

Riku stood up and walked to over to Sora. Emi watched after him, her mouth open slightly. "Corrupted?' she repeated, confused. "No... that's not Karen. I AM the one who gets CORRUPTED. I think... maybe...she's...possessed," she said. You could tell she was getting upset because her usually alto voice squeaked all the way up to teh highest range of soprano. Riku walked back over and brushed her poofy bangs away from her face, revealing her rarely seen left eye. "Maybe. But, whatever it is, we'll get to the bottom of it."

We're landing guys." Sora announced looking down at the ground below him. "Let's hurry and find out what's up."

Castle stumbled along, being held up between Riku and Sora. Emi walked behind, her arms crossed. They only had to drag him to the marketplace, though, because there stood Aerith, stocking up on ethers for Merlin. She looked at Castle, then Sora, then Riku, then Emi. Sora explained what happened.

"I see." Aerith said in her soft voice, taking out another ether. "So you have no idea what happened to her?" she asked tilting her head a slight way."No idea." Sora said glancing at Castle then back at Aerith. "Has anything weird been happening." "A couple of people have gone missing." She said thinking. "That...could connect to something, come with me."

Emi smacked her forehead the entire walk. Riku reached over and took her hand in his, and smiled at her. Emi smiled sheepishly back. Oh, the things she would've done to herself if he hadn't stopped her. The walked into Merlin's house and Sora and Riku put Castle on the bed. He fell asleep again.

"Merlin, we have visitors!" Aerith announced as she looked over the banister. "What?" Merlin said in his old voice, poofing over to them. Smiling widely, "Well well, if it isn't Emi, and the gang!" he said smiling widely. "What can I do you for?"

Emi shrunk back into her chair, wanting to cover her face with the collar of her coat. "We need some help. Our friend Karen--" started Sora. Merlin interuppted. "Ah, yes, the Keyhole. I saw her in the Bailey only an hour ago. She looked different.' Sora groaned. "Yeah. She's...well, she beat up Castle. We need your help to figure out what's wrong with her.

"Not to worry." Merlin said lifting up his finger. "See that thingy-over there?" he said pointing at the computer. "Well it has camera's all over the place!"
Sora walked over to it and clicked a few buttons, eye widening. "There she is! She's attacking someone on that heartless field."

Emi stood up and started running out. Riku sighed and went after her. She was fast, yeah, but she as she pounded up the stairs, her poofy hair flying, stretching her long, sinewy legs as far as the would go, Riku caught up with her, grabbing her shoulder. "How many times do I have to tell you not to act on compulsion, Emi-chan?' he asked. Emi quirked her lips and crossed her arms. "Whatever. Please, let me go." Sora caught up with them.

"Calm down, Emi, we'll get there and save her!" Sora said running up beside her. "Come on, now."

They all ran full tilt to the great maw. Emi summoned her keyblades but stopped. Sora and Riku kept going. Emi shook her head, and kept runing. Karen turned and looked at them, dropping the person she'd been holding. She turned around and grinned, holding out a heart. Emi cried out when she realized the person in the dirt was Squall Leonheart.

Karen's grin turned into a wicked smirk. "Hiya Emi." she said showing a small fang in her teeth. "What a nice suprise for you to come here." she said closing her clawed hand around the heart. It dissppering instantly. "I was going to come after you next but.." she shrugged, still smirking. Her head still tilted a bit. "This is a whole lot better.."

Emi hefted the two heavy blades, crossing them over her chest. "What's wrong with you?" she spat. A memory flashed through her mind, and it was painful. Karen had once asked her the same question... and she had lost. Was that a sign? Was Emi about to...lose? More than just a game...her life. Squall lay like a doll on the dirt, his eyes glazed.

"Nothing really." she said lifting up her hands, still smirking. "Just on a hunt for hearts." she said lifting up her hand to the sky. "Isn't great?" she said looking at her dark claws. "I have the darkness at my control.." her yellow eyes glared over at the keyblades. "Those don't scare me, Emi, you should know that by now." she said getting into position, before lifting her hands up to Sora and Riku. Glaring darkly. "Stay out of this." she hissed pushing them back with wind, and instantly making a barrier around them. "Come on, Emi."

Riku and Sora beat against the barrier. Riku screamed "EMI RUN!' but she was glued to the ground. The roles were reversed. Karen ran forward, swiping at Emi with her claws. Emi stumbled back, making a mistake by thowing her arms out to keep her balance instead of protecting herself. Karen swiped again, this time grazing Emi's arm. A horrible dead feeling spread down her arm and up her shoulder. She gasped, looking down. Karen easily pushed her distracted friend down, even though Emi was a lot bigger than her. With an "oomph" she landed in the dirt, her jacket slipping down, revealing her bare shoulders and collar bone.

Karen smirked lifting her right hand up to her face. Snickering evilly, she looked down at Emi with deep yellow eyes. "Anything to say, Emi?" she asked looking at the blood at the edge of her claws. Seeing that, her smirk grew even wider. "This is fun, Emi-chan." she said her name mockingly. "I know you can do a whole lot better then that." she said growling. "Get up and fight me."

Emi's injured arm couldn't move. Using her left arm, her weak side, she pulled her jacket back up, standing up. She left one of her blades on the ground, but rocked forward, flying towards Karen's knees.

Karen glared at the blade and lifted up her foot just intime to push it back. Kicking Emi in the stomach, she walked slightly behind her. Lifting her up by her hair, she glared at her. Hissing she lifted up her right arm, putting a claw against her neck. "Bad move, Emi

"Karen, Karen, don't do this," whispered Emi, shutting her eyes. The tears started. Behind the barrier, Riku was hitting it as hard as he could, just whaling on it with everything, screaming. But he wasn't going to get through. Karen actually laughed, and it wasn't an evil laugh, She was actually enjoying this.

Karen smirked sickly, and pushed her claw against her neck. "Shut up, Emi." she hissed snickering. "You're bleeding again." she said lifting up her claw away from her neck, and licking the edge of it."Tastes like death...Emi." she said pushing it back against her neck. "Stop trying to get in Riku, you're giving me a headache."she said glaring back at him, then back down at Emi. "Now Emi, I need your heart.." she said making her claws grow out even more. "Stopra." she whispered as Emi stoped moving. "Good Emi." she said smirking.Lifting up her claws to the sky once again, she brought it down quickly thrusting it into Emi's chest. Wincing slightly, she put her other hand onto her head. "...J-Jeez...you're annoying my head." she said hissing, her glare droping shivering as she pulled her hand out of Emi. "E-Emi.." she said as her eyes turned back blue. "...What...what's going on?" she whispered as the barrier droped.

Karen dropped Emi, who gasped. She lay on the dirt and just breathed, trying to process this. Riku ran over, ignoring Karen for the moment to lift Emi into his arms. Sora touched Karen's shoulder. "Karen?" he asked.

Karen took a step back, staring at Emi and Riku in shock. "...What...have I...done?" she shivered and winced holding her head. "Ugh.." she said falling to one knee.

"Karen! Are you okay?!" Sora said staring at her, as she glared back at him with yellow eyes again. "Karen?" "Don't touch me." Karen hissed pushing him back forcefully to the ground. "Gravia.." she hissed keeping him down, then pushed Riku away. "Aero." she said as her claws returned to her hand. "Let's not let that happen again, shall we?" she said smiling. Leaning back down to Emi, she thrusted her clawed hand into her chest. Grabbing around her heart. "Don't move, it'll hurt so much more if you move."

Quickly pulling her hand out, she looked at the heart with a smirk. "Thanks Emi." she said closing it around the glowing red heart. It dissappering instantly just like before. Turning around, her back to the she began walking. "If you want it back...come to where we fought organization XIII.."



Riku scrambled up, seriously prepared to beat the crap out of the brunette girl that was stepping into a dark portal. But when she disspeared, he bent his knees, almost dropping, his held breath blasting out. He spun, running to Emi, sliding down next to her. Her forest green eyes were dull and glazed, and her clothes were in disarray. He held her to his chest. No breath, no movement. She was a like one of Castle's glass dolls. Sora threw his keyblade at the place where Karen had stepped through, screaming and kicking the dirt. He looked over at his friend as a slight breeze picked up. "Let 's get her back to the house,' he said. Riku didn't move.

"Riku..." Sora said shaking him slightly. "Come on, let's get going."
"She's gone..." Riku wispered dismaid and shivering. "I couldn't protect her."

Sora bent down, putting his hand firmly on Riku's shoulder. "We're gonna get her back, Riku. We ARE. We have no choice. Let's bring her back to Merlin's and then go to Fate's Labyrinth and get some answers." Tears rolled down Riku's cheeks. Sora almost never saw Riku crying. Only a few times before, like when he got home and saw his mother again. But this was different. He gasped, unable to breath for the silent sobs. He buried his nose in Emi's raven hair. He didn't move for a few more moments, but then coughed and stood up. Emi was in his arms, bridal style, her head resting against his shoulder. they walked back to Merlin's in silence.

current mood: drained
current music: Rain- Gackt

(Spear Britney)

6:54 pm - Narifuri kamawazu
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLO LIVEJOURNAL.

It's been more than a year, right?

I'm still not watching anime, but it's cool.

I have so many new obsessions and things to say. Where do I start?

Okay. I'm in love. AND it's NOT Shelby. It's the most amazing sweet amazing guy ever and I love him and he loves me and we will be dating as soon as I turn 16 which isn't too long.

I'm 15 now. I have my permit. My KH fanfic is almost 90 pages long. I can draw more better. I like Final Fantasy now.


I don't really know what else to say except I almost hit a Corvette today. -_-''

current mood: sleepy
current music: One Winged Angel FVIIAC version

(Spear Britney)

Sunday, May 28th, 2006
4:14 pm - Sometimes, you have to be prepared to give up everything for your God, Part 2
Operation Hartley, Stage 2, has begun. I'm banning my self from Naruto, FMA, and anyother animes that are way violent, or that haven't been given parental approval. Once I get Parental Approval, I shall return to them. In the meantime, I'm just going to take a break. I will not be using the internet, although I will be checking e-mail and using AIM. I won't be going to message boards, or updating my Livejournal, until I feel right with God again and until my attitude has changed.

The truth is, I'm scared of what I may have become. I want to go back to when I wasn't so skittish and guilty all the time. I'm going to clean my room(s) spotless, have better hygiene(sounds bad, but it's not!) and concentrate on God, my education, and spending time with my family and friends.

On Saturday night, instead of watching anime, we will be doing Family Devotion night to keep my mind off things.

I'm going to change. I realized I've been treating people horribly and that I need to stop that. Mandie is going to help me, and so is Mom. I'm going to stop being so afraid to talk to my parents, and start telling them what's on my mind, what's going on in my life.

I'm going to make some changes to my friends, that includes here on LJ. So, if you see your name dissapear from my friends list, I just want you to know that it's not that I hate you, I hate how you act and what you do.

Please don't abandon my LJ. Keep talking to me, keep adding comments. I will be checking my e-mail... but I have better things to do that internet. I could read more books, I could finish my novel, I could learn to draw, I could ask Shelby out, I could clean the house, walk the dog, feed the poor and DO MY DEVOTIONS!!!! w00t!

And now, for my grand farwell.

I HATE YOU MISTER GUILTMAN!!!! PREPARE TO BE VANQUISHED!!!

♥ Cat

current mood: guilty
current music: None

(1 Caffiene Addicted Teenager | Spear Britney)

Saturday, May 27th, 2006
9:39 pm - Sometimes you have to be prepared to give up everything for your God, Part 1
It's late... but I'm not sure if you've noticed all anime/manga realated things have mysteriously dissapeered from my Intrests list.

I'm giving up anime, after all I went through to get it. I still plan on drawing it an awful lot, but watching stuff like Naruto and FMA will completely dissapeer from my life.

I just feel like it's something I need to do... I feel like maybe I'm drifting too far away. I need to give this up.

Tonight was the official start of Operation Harley, Stage 2 (anybody remember Stage 1?) I have ridden myself of all things anime (this does NOT include Kingdom Hearts and Avatar.), all music, pictures and websites have been deleted/blocked.

I'm still writing Butterfly Keyhole... but I just...

Well, I'll explain everything tomorrow, with my official going away from the internet for a while speech. I'm just taking a break, I guess kinda "playing nun" for a while, until my head gets straight and I stop being quite so... skittish.

♥ Keitorin

current mood: confused
current music: None

(Spear Britney)

5:54 pm - I would have a really cool Japanese name...
Ha ha ha... my name in Japanese katakana is really cool looking. It's pronounced Keitorin Erisabesu. Mack's is Makenjii and Gabe's is Geibu.

I get the cool name.

In other news... only like 30 mins until Naruto! Yay!

current mood: bouncy
current music: none

(Spear Britney)

Friday, May 26th, 2006
11:03 pm - These words are all I have, so I'll write them.
CAT. KILL. IHOP.

So... it's the night of the big play, and the cast party was at IHOP. Yeah, so everybody's thinking "Hey, where's the creepy girl with the fish and the manga?"

And, the answer to that question is in the car, trying not to break down into sobs. I won't go into too much detail, because it hurts too much, but I swear if I ever run into the STUPID manager who works there, I will give her a piece of my mind.

And a piece of Courtney's wrench.

So, yeah, I missed the cast party and french toast, but the play was a hit! Even when Aaron drank out of my water bottle without actually asking first...

So... I'm off to type the longest chapter ever and add it to my fanfic archive.

♥ Cat

P.S... I AM NOW A RAVING FMA FANGIRL!

current mood: angry
current music: I don't know anymore.

(3 Caffiene Addicted Teenagers | Spear Britney)

Friday, May 12th, 2006
10:37 pm - Oh, gack.. now what?
AM I, LIKE, BANNED FROM AFC?!?!?

Cuz that's what it's telling me... "Sorry you've been banned from this forum... please contact the admin..." and all that jazz...

::headdesk::

current mood: blah
current music: Some Alanis Morisette song

(11 Caffiene Addicted Teenagers | Spear Britney)

9:26 pm - I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry.
That was so...sad... and....UGHHHHH!!!! Poor Zuko... I just wanna hug him to death now. And now... Cat's Opinion Minute.

#1... Fire Lord Ozai looks like Ansem (the ?fake? one) from the back only with black hair.
#2...Zuko looks about 20 years old without his ponytail.
#3... I hat Azula... usually I actually like the bad guys a little bit... but Azula is worse than Opal.
#4...I still think Fire Lord killed her.

I just wanna diiiieeee.... no sokka. Boo.

♥ Cat

current mood: distressed
current music: Some song by 3 Doors Down

(Spear Britney)

8:55 pm - New Avatar... can't talk for long.
There is a new episode of Avatar on in a few minutes so I can't give a long update. I will leave you with a few struck out words.

FIRE LORD KILLED 'ER!

(Spear Britney)

Saturday, May 6th, 2006
7:58 pm - Don't mess wit da best cuz tha best don mess...
Mom informed me that she is getting DSL in 4 days. *silenty squeals*

Anyway, just finished and scanne this new piccy. It's called Kairi's Angel. Surprisingly, it is Sora/Kairi... which I don't do often because I don't like Kairi.

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Please tell me if you can see it (them) and how you liked them. By the way, Sora is holding Kairi's note thing from KH2. You see her name there at the bottom?

And, one last tidbit... I realized my favorite J-Pop song is like... the theme song, or whatever for Cardcaptors Sakura... or whatever.

current music: Kiss Me (Japanese Version)- Sixpence NTR

(4 Caffiene Addicted Teenagers | Spear Britney)

6:32 pm - My artistic talent comes and goes...
EDIT: Crap, can anyone even see those?!

Earlier this morning, I couldn't draw anything... and now, I have these two awesome piccys. One of Yuffie, and one of Sora... and also a really stupid, kinda pointy Riku/Dovey piccy.

Anyway, let's see if this'll work.


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Yuffie, very chibi and cute, copied straight from teh 2nd manga.


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Sora... kind of. I learned a way to do the hair, but I picked up the wrong crayon and now Sora has a smear of yam on his face. ^.^

current mood: content
current music: Naruto theme song... I COULDN'T FIND THE REMOTE OKAY!?

(Spear Britney)


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